Currently Listening Girlfight By Brooke Valentine (Ft Big Boi & Lil Jon) Girlfight see related

Well, no one ever reads this anymore (& I never update anymore) so EFF THiS THiNG!

Myspace is where it's at.      www.myspace.com/crazyinlove23x

I LOVE Ivron.

Currently Listening The Cookbook [Clean] By Missy Elliott Teary Eyed see related

 It doesn't matter anymore
;   things happen for a reason . . tears eventually fade`*
;   nd 1 day everything will be exactly how it's  supposed
;   to be.  moving on is a process & you have to promise
`- - - - - - - - -»yourself that you're really ready to let go'

and i hate you,
but i love the boy you used to be

you never know what you've lost
until you stand in a room with that
person not being able to call them
» y o u r ` s

               See, we're all lying in the gutter
                             but some of us, well, we're
                                             looking  at the stars.

I'm so fed up with people. Everyone who's talkin' smack about me SCREW YOU, I honestly wish I cared. I'm gonna be away from all of you in about a year anyway so seriously get a life.

I have MY man & that's all I need.

Screw everyone else.

Oh, & if you leave me bitchy comments I WiLL delete them because come on, how stupid is it to fight on xanga? But then again I guess I should remember who I'm dealing with.

Bye!

I love you. <3

--- EDiT --

I get shoppin' sprees off the heezy
I get dough to blow, please believe me
Don't want the one on one
Take it easy
You're just a jump-off
I'm his breezy
I'm the one who knows him the best
I'm his one & only, nothin' less
You don't wanna take it there
Don't you see
He told me he loves me
Called me his breezy

Let me break it down, break it down
I got it on lock &
I think you better stop
I heard you been checkin' for my boo
Do you think your busy give it your best shot
But you couldn't get a call back 
& even after all that
Caught you at the mall for a throwback that's big pimpin but you
Wouldn't listen, he's mine
Not yours, better fall back

I get shoppin' sprees off the heezy
I get dough to blow, please believe me
Don't want the one on one
Take it easy
You're just a jump-off
I'm his breezy
I'm the one who knows him the best
I'm his one & only, nothin' less 
You don't wanna take it there
Don't you see
He told me he loves me
Calls me his breezy

Now I'ma let ya know to your face
You needa hit the brakes
You're about to make a major mistake
I'm gonna call you out, no doubt
Let me spell it out
Baby you ain't nothin but a PHASE!!
'Cause I know what you want 
& you ain't gotta front
So go ahead & pull another stunt
Remember that it's me that he loves
All he's thinkin of
I'm the only one that he wants

I get shoppin' sprees off the heezy
I get dough to blow, please believe me
Don't want my one on one
Take it easy
You're just a jump-off
I'm his breezy
I'm the one who knows him the best
I'm his one & only, nothin less
You don't wanna take it there
Don't you see
He told me he loves me
Calls me his breezy

'Cause what we have is so real
It's more than just dollar bills
This livin' lavish
Wouldn't matter if I didn't have his heart
Sorry shorty, he's mine
Better luck next time
But baby if u want it, you can have it
But I'll still be his girl

Currently Listening The Rising Tied By Fort Minor Where'd You Go see related

I love him.

Yeah, that pretty much says it all.

Currently Listening I Am Me By Ashlee Simpson Catch Me When I Fall see related

Yeah well, everything always screws up somehow doesn't it? Fuck it. If guys want me, they can come to me. I'm DONE chasing these little boys around. I know what I want but obviously they have no clue. i WiSH i CARED AT THiS POiNT.

It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky
It seems like yesterday I didn't know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow I may not get by
But I will try
I will try, wipe the tears from my eyes

I'm beautifully broken & I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken & I don't care if I show it

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off something's killing me

I know it seems like people care
'Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done & everybody runs

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
& not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

When the show is over
& it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go, nowhere but home

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
& not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That sometimes loneliness is just a part of me